Sunday, September 27, 2015
Sunday, April 26, 2015
Thursday, October 9, 2014
这些日子以来，我都是选择沉默，然而，缄默并不代表我不痛。我不说，因为太明白即使说了，又有多少人会懂? 最痛的，都经已体验了，对我而言，人生中，没有什么是过不去了。生命实在太脆弱，而我们总习惯性地说'等一下',可有时候，'等一下'会化成'来不及'，'来不及' 就只能空留遗憾。
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Among all the interviews that I had attended, the one impressed me the most was the job offered by Astro.
Stepped in the Astro lobby, I could feel am one step closer to the unrealistic dream. That interview was different if compared with those bank, factory interviews. I was encouraged to share about life stories, my dreams... It was an extremely unforgettable experience. And i could really felt the enthusiasm of the staffs.
Though it happened 2 years ago, but am still wondering did i make a rational desicion.
It was really uneasy for me to let go the chance. It was rather hard for me to reject the opportunity. They gave me five days to make consideration. 'Yes' or 'No', I was the one who telling them, the one making final decision.
However, I didn't grab it, I chose to stay instead of going there based on some reasons.
Do I regret? No, not regret, just pain.
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Finally, visited the 3.5 mil fully furnished super condo. End up with a bit disappointment. Not b'cause m just able to see but not afford to buy, that's definitely...
It's b'cause the house not as spacious as I thought, the furnishing could be better and the sea view... Something not right.
Imagination is always more beautiful than the reality.
Each unit per floor, private pool and garden, total 29 units and only 2 units available now.
As per the sales executive, just 1 unit sold to foreigner, the rest bought by local millionaires. Woah, there're a lot of rich people here.
Hmm... For me, work for life and just able to get this 5,025 sqft condo in my dream. That's why it's so called Dream House.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Wonder how did I manage to get an "A" in the Thai language exam during university?? I’ve returned all the knowledge to my teacher, maybe once after the exam :o))
Such a lousy student huh?!
Monday, November 29, 2010
I tried to protest my innocence. Manager asked me to get the proof. I tried hard and eventually I found it, then how? It was still considered as my mistake. This is the real working world, aint it?
I know my reasons were not firm enough... I kept saying "I don't know...", " I thought...", " I heard from senior...", " I follow the instruction..." All these reasons seemed like excuses. Ya, my senior asked me to do in that way but the manager won't blame her. He just will blame the one who do the mistake, not the one showing the way to do the mistake. I simply can't take it!
The cruelty of the workplace. When boss said you're wrong. You're wrong 'cause boss is always the right one. When boss said you have other choices besides following his instruction. You're actually no choice 'cause the only choice is don't work under your boss anymore.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
I wonder what would happen tomorrow? Could the KL team assists me without blaming? Would Thailand team treat it as nothing? What explanation could I give if being escalated??
Seniors could do nothing to save this situation but I'm grateful that they didn't blame on me. They tried to console me not to be worry and don't fail to fall in sleep tonight.
This is not the first time I made such huge mistake. Last time didn't get scolded by seniors and this time, either. However I felt extremely guilty for this latest mistake. It could be prevented and it could be solved without being carried forward. The situation suppose won't be too bad... But I let mistake bred mistake. My irresponsibility made it became worse.
Stupidity might be acceptable but negligence will never be forgivable. Take this lesson and never repeat! Every mistake just made it once, ENOUGH. I might not a smart girl and the level of intelligence is out of my control. But at least there's one thing I can do, which is stop being careless.
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Am feeling guilty but I still made it. Waste time (not only mine), waste energy and waste money... And if the real purpose of my decision is being disclosed, woah, I couldn't imagine how terrible is the outcome.
Don't know what to wish myself. Good luck. For what? Whatever the results is, there's only 1 conclusion which I've already made.
I know I did wrong. What am doing just to satisfy my caprice.
Whatsoever. Just take it as a trial, just treat it as an experience, once in a lifetime.
"Grab a chance and you won't be sorry for a might-have-been."
Shhh... Can't let those I drag in trouble to reveal my intention. :-P